Alone again tonight. Sometimes I don't want or even need sex but all I ever get is FUCKED! I guess that's all I'm good for anyway. I just don't want to be alone. I want company. Someone to talk to. Maybe someone to just hold me through the night.
I can't even count the men I've been with this year alone and all I got to show for it is a cum-soaked condom and a fading picture of what he looked like and what might have been but never was. All I've got is this room and this bed and I'm tired but maybe I'll meet THE ONE tonight. Damn! On one hand, it's exciting because I might meet the finest, baddest brotha out there but on the other, I can't wait for this night to be over. All I know is something's got to give and soon!